Fingers crossed...

This has been the longest two weeks of our lives....

Unfortunately there's more waiting to do because we have not been contacted by our agency yet.
As if we haven't waited long enough...
We want to know, We need to know! It’s crazy but feels as if the answer from China will dictate the rest of our lives.
Having such a tough time dealing with day to day stuff, as if waiting for the other shoe to drop at any time.

 We read somewhere in our agency’s website a message that says:  

"if you don't hear from us it means there is nothing happening... 

no news is good news"
Honestly, that doesn't make us feel any better   :0(

Sometimes it feels as if we have to prepare our hearts for the worst case scenario happening just in case something doesn't work out our disappointment won't be as devastating, Yeah, that's the spirit!
It was so much easier just doing paperwork but now we have a little face to connect with the crazy process;Without a picture it was easier to say "if it's meant to be it will be"...
It is difficult to see her precious little face and not know what is going to happen.  we just want to go to China, scoop her up and bring her home  :0(
We were able to talk to our social worker (she is awesome by the way) and of course we shared our worries about not getting a waiver....

She said she is very optimistic and the China program coordinator is also very optimistic.
We will know for sure in a few weeks from now we are thinking first week of December...
We were told that this wait is the worst but once we know for sure time will fly. We will be so busy with all the planning and preparations…
Lord work in our hearts and take the fear and worries away 

pretty please…

I & A